In June 22 and 23 my weight didn't change..Also i was smoking around 5 to 10 sigaretes per day.
But now i feel like i'm on it. I'm on the way..it's starting..I counted -  i have 27 weeks to loose 27 kg))
I should fucking start right now my whole weight loss thing.
Today i had eaten vermicelli with drop of ketchup about 80g (270cal)
Salad (cucumber, tomato, cottach cheese, 1 tea spoon of oil) around 180g (160cal)
6 eggs with green beans. (450cal)
5 fruit drops (13 per each = 65cal)
total 945cal

weight 192.8
sigaretes 2
My weight didn't change a bit. this is pretty sad.
Actually, the most terrible thing happened today is that that the embassy of canada send to us a letter which contains the information that we suppose to provide the document about our annulment of the 1sr marriage in NY in may 2010. This is a huge problem for us. Now we should take a lawyer and pay him money which we actually don't have right now..and we've got only 60 days to deal with it and to give them a prove back. My head is on fire...

Weight 192.8
Sigaretes 8
today my husband had a day off..at first we were at his mom's friend house in attempt to fix his computer. Then we went to my husband's friends home and he was helping them to fix their furniture and so on, because they just move in a new place. i was just chilling..Then when we got home we met his mom and sister at the freshold and all of us went to walk by neighbourhood streets.

June 19

Weight : 88.5 (195lb)

Sigaretes : 4

Wow, no wonder i get this plus 1.3 kg. I know, it's not fat, but still it's a plus on a scales. And i have it because i chewed yesterday like a lazy cow all day long. And there were a lot of rice. The rice always gives me that stuck and hold inside me feeling.

And also i must to add that :

I FUCKING HATE ISRAEL

I HATE THE HEAT

I HATE THE SUN

I WANT TO HAVE CLOUDY, RAINY AND WINDY WEATHER AROUND ME.

I HATE PEOPLE HERE.

THEY ARE ALL MORONS AND JERKS

i HATE WHEN EVERYBODY FUCKING TELLS ME WHAT SHOULD I DO

GO FUCK YOURSELF OK??

YOU ALL PISS ME OFF

still not having sex

P.S.: if you only try to write " I hate" in google search...

at the first line you gonna have " I hate Israel"

This  tells about something, Does it?