I have a job. I start working in 09.07.12, just one day before my hubby birthday. It's easy job and it's hard by the same time. I'm just doing packaging for deliveries on the David's tea fabric, but because i'm still heavy and i'm standing on my feet around 8-9 hours summary so the kinda sore all time. Also my neck and a little bit of my back...If i wont look for that shortcomings it will be just fine for me. Bit i still hope that i'm gonna  loose my weight, it's already started, so it should be mush easier to stand, and other thing, we don't have a car right now, so i have to use bus, metro and walking to get to my work. And now M want to go to New York to get some money, and we will have our car right away, so its gonna be much much better to handle the whole working thing. From other side, i don't want him to go to NY and leave me here all alone, i already miss him, even if he going on Tuesday, coz now it's some Jewish new year holiday, and he can't start in Monday. I don't know how i'm going to handle this whole week by my own. He won't meet me at a bus stop, wont help me to carry my bags to home, i won't be hanging on his elbow and i won't cry about how am i tired, he won't say some nice words for me, won't massage my back, won't cook food for me, wont count calories for me because i'm too tired to move a finger. How am i going to be all week?? Ok maybe just 4 working days, but fucking still...I love him so much, i cant tell. He is the only one. My sweety. My love. My darling. I love him to death.
Yesterday we invite his old friend Janna for dinner. It was my first time i met her. She is icredible
 nice person, easy and cool. I really liked her. I'm glad i met her. And i guess she liked me back!! Like she said some compliments to me)) I was flattered.
My weight finally fell down to 189 today. I couldn't believe what i saw this morning. I cross this border!! I'm not 193 or 195 anymore. Now i have to move on, just keep going.