12:00pm eggs (256)
3:10pm borsch with beef and sour cream (429)
4:30pm cottage cheese pancakes (392)
8:05pm cucumber (14), tomato (32)
9:05pm chicken thigh (190), rice (233)
Total Intake 1546
Total Burned 550
I woke up hungry, i was hungry all day long, if i'm not loosing weight then what the hell it means? I'm so curious about my weight..can't wait to see a number..and it's drive me crazy coz i don't now if i losing any lb. 08.16.12 the day of truth))
Miss my hubby, my M..love him so much!!I want to kiss him and hug him, but i shoul wait till 08.18 comes.uuhhhh
I love my granny, but she has a nasty character, she's picked on me all day long, said that i can't beacame a pharmacist, that i'll probably always gona be like a servant, i said it's not easy to move to different country when you're almost 25, from Moscow,Russia to Toronto, Canada and start a new great life right away, said that thirst i'm going to study for a hair stylist, she said that it's anyway servant, i said only then i can mybe get into university for farmacy, after a couple of years, when i'm gona raise my english level up, coz i need to know not only english, but chemistry, biology, math..she said, why? do you now english so bad? Fuck!! And then it turned out that she thinks pharmacy is really bad choise anyway and i shouldn't do it. By her opinion i must be economist or something, sit in quiet office and bla bla bla..I want to be around medical field to help people. I feel it, it's mine, it's interesting. I already quit my economy bachelor, i had 3 years from 4, and i quit, and i didn't regret even for a second!! Never! Honestly!!! All my family said it's such a pity, you have left only one year and then you have a diploma. But i don't fuckin need it, i don't want it. I'm like a cork in economy, i really don't understand it, all i heard when i was in classes and teachers was telling something, was bla bla bla.
And I'm sleepy right now...