I woke up in the morning all nervous and depressed. And i don't know even why! I always know why i'm not in a good mood. And now i don't. I have no idea.
Yesterday 3 hours before bedtime i ate 2 additional cinnamon baked buns immediatelly after my dinner fish and two peaches. Fuck! Why???I didn't even want to eat anymore. May be that's why i'm angry at my self!! I have to go for a walk now. And I'm fighting with my self coz I'm afraid to go walking coz i probably gona eat more again coz i waste some calories before..my body is like an animal. I have to keep it strictly. Otherwise I'm going to be fat forever which i really don't want to happen.