I don't know what to write about actually...but i feel like i want to. I'm already at gran's for a couple days now. Internet is really slow. I did what i have to do about documents for selling room in my second day here. I don't have any friend here. My cousin-sister went to Brazil yesterday..So pretty much here i am: me and my laptop.
I have been reading pregrand and having kids blogs sinse this morning and i have understood that i want to have a lot of kids...3 or 4...i want to have animals...i already have a cat, his name is Muffin and hi's adorable, but i want to have also a dog...lab actually...maybe someone else...a parrot? want to have a house..big house for all members of our big (in the future) family, but my M. don't want to have a house, he prefer more to have a penthause..anyway...i want to cook...i mean to can cook some good appearing stuff..like in a magazines. All that i can cook is looking plain, homely, negligent..not much to look at.
There really is that type of super mommy's that can do almost anything! They raise a babys, love and take care of their husbands, cook delightfull yammy things, knit, sew or have a beautiful garden...
I want to be like that to..
But thirst i have to loose all of my excess weight of mine.
Today was a good day concerning my eating. I ate only when i was really hungry and not so much of a food. I can say today was my thirst day. I hope so. I'm planning to keep up that system to go on for the next 15 days..and then i'll get home and i'll stand on my scales.. i'm wondering if i'm gona see a positive result..i mean minus on my dial?! I tired to cout calories...i tired to suffer..i want just to loose damn weight.
I have been reading pregrand and having kids blogs sinse this morning and i have understood that i want to have a lot of kids...3 or 4...i want to have animals...i already have a cat, his name is Muffin and hi's adorable, but i want to have also a dog...lab actually...maybe someone else...a parrot? want to have a house..big house for all members of our big (in the future) family, but my M. don't want to have a house, he prefer more to have a penthause..anyway...i want to cook...i mean to can cook some good appearing stuff..like in a magazines. All that i can cook is looking plain, homely, negligent..not much to look at.
There really is that type of super mommy's that can do almost anything! They raise a babys, love and take care of their husbands, cook delightfull yammy things, knit, sew or have a beautiful garden...
I want to be like that to..
But thirst i have to loose all of my excess weight of mine.
Today was a good day concerning my eating. I ate only when i was really hungry and not so much of a food. I can say today was my thirst day. I hope so. I'm planning to keep up that system to go on for the next 15 days..and then i'll get home and i'll stand on my scales.. i'm wondering if i'm gona see a positive result..i mean minus on my dial?! I tired to cout calories...i tired to suffer..i want just to loose damn weight.
In addition i saw a big fat spider today and i didn't faint or pass out..as a matter of fact i took a bunch of a toilet paper in my hands and even try to play with him with it. And i didn't kill him. Even if i scared to death always i totaly agaist killing them.
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